I know, I’m starting to get bad at blogging again. :/ I’m trying, really I am. I guess I feel like sometimes I don’t have anything worth writing about, or more like I don’t have anything people would like to read about. It all goes back to the major issue that’s even starting to effect my work – I get inside my own head and stop myself from doing a lot. I feel like it goes right along with depression. You feel like you’re worth nothing, so why are you even trying- why are you even here. Just trying to work with it and figure out how to not listen to that voice.
Wednesday was my birthday. Last year I didn’t have a party, I just had a little dinner with a few people. So this year I had a party – I had my party Saturday (06/23). There were around 20 people who came, loads of food and everything. I had a lot of fun – even though I had to work the next day.
My party theme was Tiki! I encouraged everyone dress the part – as every theme party should! This is the cake my boyfriend ordered for me. I had no idea what it looked like until it was dropped off that morning. Oh yeah, and it was a strawberry cake with chocolate filling.
This is one of the best gifts I received. A friend of mine from school – one of maybe 2 I still talk to – make these a lot. So she made me a Hello Kitty + Freddy Krueger mash up!
I loved Power Rangers growing up, and I still do. So my boyfriend found these coins for me. I am super excited to have them.
Now on my actual birthday, it rained all day. I worked until 4, but after I got off work I got a shower and changed. We went out for Chinese – which seems to be my usual birthday dinner.
For my birthday movie this year we seen Tag. I only wanted to see it due to Jeremy Renner. What can I say, I’ve seen a fan since I was 10 and seen his first film. The movie is such a fun movie, plus we seen the trailer for The Nun – can’t wait!
I bought myself a little something for my birthday, too. I think everyone should put a little money back and buy something fun for your birthday. I do it every year. So, this year I bought a Fujifilm Instax Wide 300. I debated on a few other instant camera – I mean I own 5 original Polaroid cameras. So far, I’m having fun with this camera!
This year it was a good birthday. And I already have a theme picked out for my party next year! I want to do a Vegas/Casino theme!
I know this is a short blog entry, but it’s my day off and I’m in relax mode with Ash.